J. <3

I called him in the throws of a panic attack last night. Once I was feeling better, we were talking about Valentines Day and I let him open his box early. I loved hearing his reaction. Anyway, his Valentines Day stuff comes in two packages: he mailed a box (Im presuming, he wont tell me!) from AZ because he thought my box was going to be really good and “[he] wanted to one up [me].” Im waiting for that but he left me an envelope that was marked, “Dearest S, Do not open until 02/14/12. Love, J.” Inside I found a short letter claiming he wished to kiss me in person, but alas, could not. There was a flap inside with a bunch of “I love you” ‘s and a right handed heart (which is funny because we are both lefties). Under the flap is an IOU for 160 kisses (one for each day he is gone), anywhere, anyplace, any time. “Kisses are non- refundable.” Its really cute. He even used his nice hand writing and attempted to sign his name. There was also a CD labeled “For S From J w/Love.” I put it on the computer and its a song from him. Its the perfect combo of fucking odd and sweet, just like him… and kind of like us too.